Big Day

Tomorrow we drive to Seattle to get Mitchell's follow-up MRI. Early last week I was very nervous, but after receiving much strength from scriptures I feel optimistic and hopeful. He has still had signs of symptoms that make me nervous, but I am choosing faith instead of fear. Keith (who I mentioned before is battling a medulloblastoma) 's mom reminded me of a great quote from our recent general conference:

"Choose faith over doubt, choose faith over fear, choose faith over the unknown and the unseen, and choose faith over pessimism."

I suggested a review of Hebrews 11 to our friends because for me it was very helpful in remembering that the Lord has performed many miracles contingent upon faithfulness. Of course I understand that ultimately the Lord's plan is a perfect one, which may or may not be what I desire. That does not prevent me from exercising faith that it IS possible. Patiently waiting is the best I can do, and as I exercise faith, the Lord gives me hope, which is a "heavenly gift" (Ether 12:8-9).

Thank you all for your love, prayers, and general compassion in this situation. It has meant so much to us. It is so wonderful to know that others love Mitchell almost as much as we do! :) We're taking this one step at a time, and tomorrow we pray for excellent news.